We Make it…

Photo by Me.

Sorry to my readers ( all 10 of you), I’ve really neglected this blog over the past month. In past posts I’ve written about the highs and lows of my past summer trying to find the creative bug that has eluded me for the past few months. The intent of this blog is to try and inspire through my fleeting encounters with my muse, but I must say it’s difficult to inspire others when you’re not letting the muse work her magic on you.

I spent the last few months waiting for things to happen, waiting for inspiration to strike, when on this very blog I’ve said it can be found anywhere if you’re willing to look hard enough.

Adventures in Reality

So I’ve returned from another Vegas trip, a place that I find to be just as draining as it can be rejuvenating. This trip was no different. My last trip was a barrage of random adventure that rejuvenated my love of chance and spontaneity. This trip gave me something else entirely.

Look Alive

As if I’ve never said it before, it’s been awhile. This time I’ve got good reason. It’s been a crazy month, one filled with fun and opportunity.

I’ve been called ecclectic before, a description I find fitting (I actually never really knew what the word meant until I was called that recently). I call myself a lot of things; a writer, a filmmaker, an artist, a rock climber, a musician, an emcee…well now I can add one more to the list.

A Certain Shade of Green

I feel like I start a lot of my posts this way but, it’s been awhile. Bear with me, I’ve got plenty to say this time around. Since my last post, Shaq has gone to the Cavs, political turmoil in Iran, Artest comes to the Lakers, Democrats have a super-majority, and 4 celebrities passed away. All this in a week and a half, it’s got me thinking.

Adventures in Adventuring

So I went to Vegas last weekend, a place that I’ve been to more than enough times. If there’s one thing I love about that town, it’s that no two visits are ever the same. Going with friends is different from going with my cousins, which is different from going with my parents, which is different from going with other friends.

This last trip was definitely an offshoot from the norm.

I go to Vegas every year with AS (the Anti-squared fam for those not in the know), and for the last few years we’ve rented out houses off the strip. Econimically sound, considering there are normally 20+ of us on any given trip, but it also means a drive and a hassle to go adventuring in all madness that Vegas has to offer. This year we decided to stay at Ceasar’s Palace on the strip.

24 friends.

4 rooms.

Countless possibilities.

Every time I return, I have my Vegas withdrawals. I miss the tables, the nightlife, the buffets, and the madness. This time around I found myself missing something entirely different.

Quarter past

I’m fascinated by the concept of the quarter-life crisis. Having just turned 25 and being intrigued by the whole idea, I decided to do some research. Wikipedia (Not the best source, I know) lists the following characteristics for the quarter-life crisis:

feeling “not good enough” because one can’t find a job that is at one’s academic/intellectual level

frustration with relationships, the working world, and finding a suitable job or career

confusion of identity

insecurity regarding the near future

insecurity concerning long-term plans, life goals

insecurity regarding present accomplishments

re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships

disappointment with one’s job

nostalgia for university, college, high school or elementary school life

tendency to hold stronger opinions

boredom with social interactions

loss of closeness to high school and college friends

financially-rooted stress (overwhelming college loans, unanticipatedly high cost of living, etc.)

loneliness

desire to have children

a sense that everyone is, somehow, doing better than you

Now, looking at it, I fall or have fallen under many of these characteristics. In fact, I think EVERYONE has at least 3 or more of these traits at some point as a young adult. Here’s my thing… What’s the big deal?

Tracy made me do it.

First off, thanks to those who checked out my last post. Most hits I’ve had in one day at a grand total of 23.  Considering my highest before that was 11, I call that a win.

Second, I finished my first screenplay! It still needs a gang of work, but I wrote an original story from beginning to end. Very proud of that.

I just spent all day cranking out script pages and yet I’m here writing. Why?

The Pursuit of Heart

I know. I realize it’s been a long while since I’ve posted. Life has come at me from all directions over the last 2 months. From my grandma moving into my house, to my dad being put on the sidelines after having his appendix removed, and on top of all that a heavy work load from 2 work intensive classes, I’ve had to make some adjustments just to keep myself sane. Not to mention I’ve fallen into a bit of a rut as of late, but here’s the good news. I finished my first short film! Granted it’s a 101 film, and it could be better, but that’s part of the learning process.

Please enjoy my short 101 film, “Pursuit of heART,” and check my thoughts from the experience after the break.

Small Circles

Art by: Andrew "Doeboy" Cabato

So, it’s been awhile since my last post, so I figured I’d write about what’s been consuming my time recently. I’ve been busy on a video project, a video going away card of sorts, for my cousin, Andrew, who moved away recently in order to make a change in his life. As simple as the project was supposed to be, it ended up taking over my time for the last 2 weeks or so, and I didn’t really realize how much I would learn from the whole thing.

Time x Time = Time Squared

Courtesy of NBC.

I’ve been on a bit of a superhero tip this week, and while watching Monday’s episode of Heroes yesterday, I thought to myself, “If I had a superpower, what would it be?” It’s not like I haven’t thought about it before. Hell, I’m bobarded on a daily bases with facebook updates about quizes ranging from “What Disney character are you?” to, of course, “What’s your super power?” Now I’ve never taken that quiz in particular, so I don’t know what facebook thinks my super power is, but I’ve got my own theory.